My niece had cerebral palsy and she died of it months ago. I was the one responsible for fixing up her cadaver since I need the money to support my family and myself.

I get tired of me and my family struggling and not always having a place to sleep at night. In some of the roach ridden, flea bag motels we don't even complain when bugs crawl into our mouths at night because that's a source of food. We have gotten used to it.

The economy is so bad that people are willing to kill themselves without assistance. This is dangerous, people! You could wind up with brain damage for the rest of your life if you don't know what you're doing. You need a professional like me to help you out. I say this out of compassion too, not just because I want to support my family.

Political Incorrectness for the soul

I had to rant because I don't have many people to complain to. We're down to business now. I get tired of all the censorshit out there. People getting arrested, flogged, banned from the world all because they said something you don't like. My niece had cerebral palsy, and she was into that whole white power scene. People would sometimes bully on here for this reason. Why can't a poor girl wear a David Duke T-shirt without becoming a victim?

Someone, something, made an article giving reviews of some really cool politically incorrect crap. Its good for the soul. I could almost feel myself writing this article as I was reading it. Shannon (my niece) must be rolling around in her grave in peace because of this. God bless her dead body, and her dead soul. (I don't believe in God really, last time I checked.) People with disabilities- Rejoice!

Check it out.

Update This blog has been deleted from Hub Pages because HP staff didn't like it.

I don't care really, I could put it onto here if I felt like it.

Why must celebrities stalk me?

Gang stalking is illegal and I want it out of my life. I'm not flattered that famous people treat me this way.

I used to take Clozapine to help control disorganized thinking and behavior and other psychotic symptoms. We've all got problems please don't judge me. I have dabbled in other anti-psychotic medications before but Clozapine is the main one I've taken.

I recently went off of that stuff, and I suddenly see people like Tom Cruise, Angelina Jolie, and Charles Manson following me around in public.

I even went into a church, a place I never go since I hate god. More celebrities follow me into that place to spy on me, give me glaring looks of disapproval. I've shouted "What the hell do you guys want!?" the priest even asked me if I was OK. I can hardly leave my house without being stalked.

I don't understand why celebrities have time to stalk people, just because I went off of medications or whatever the problem is. The drug companies didn't lose any money all because 1 person went off. I wonder how they handle other people who go off?! I am plenty poor, and these rich bastards who have everything have the nerve to stalk me.




I've been finding some peace in other areas of my life, but this just spooks me out. I am 76 years old now, I hope I'm not developing dementia. Memory doesn't seem to be a problem. I wish that I had enough money to afford a doctor so I could get tested. I am a doctor, and I don't have enough clients to receive much pay. Please be my client, I'm an all purpose doctor. Besides medicine, I'll read you bedtime stories, I'll be a prostitute for you, anything you want babe. Me and my lovely mixed species family get hungry a lot and we end up having to scavenge. We're a classical example of poverty in america.

Death 2 Jesus Christ

Die Jesus Die

I previously did not believe in god. However, I found a manual online for selling your soul to Satan. I went through with it, not even believing in it. There has been a big supernatural presence in my life recently. I often times see animals with red eyes at night, and often times when I go for walks out side the weather suddenly changes for the better.


Deicide was one of the best death metal bands which was ideal for Satanic listeners who liked that kind of music. Unfortunately their musical quality dwindled sharply at the turn of the century.

Jesus Christ and his followers have been stalking me, unfortunately. It really shows which side of spirituality is evil! I am a man who supposedly has free will, yet jesus fucking christ has the nerve to stalk me like the jealous little man that he is.

He has yet to come to Earth in physical form, but if I'm around and I know which woman is carrying his child, I personally will find her and treat her womb like meat at a slaughterhouse. I'm in my mid 70s so its not likely but I want to be a part of bringing down Jesus Christ and his lousy followers. She can rot in the same grave as Sharon Tate.

Because of the fact that I now believe in the pathetic Judeo-Christian "God" as well as Satan (MY God and his followers are certainly growing), I've started to believe that everything happens for a reason. Not that people necessarily get what they deserve, but there is most likely a reason for everything. I have the rest of my life to explore this dark form of spirituality which I've adopted.

Why would a beautiful model change their sex?

Sex changes

Two former female models who got sex changes. Thomas Beatie is known as the man who got pregnant. There is also porn star star Buck Angel who was also born female. Both of these 'men' were born female but took hormones to look like men. Despite my own interesting (yet horrifying) existence, even I think that this is bizarre. It almost makes my lifestyle look normal.

Who is the next model to get this done? If it was Heidi Klum she would become what she hates the most... a white man! Then Seal would have to decide whether its worth staying married to her.

In speaking of sex changes, how about a species change. Do you think Jon Benet Ramsey is dead? Think again. I have a german sheapard / pitbull mix who used to be Jon Benet Ramsey.

That was then, this is now

So, how about those before and after photos of these lovely broads who became studs?

Tracy Beatie


Thomas Beatie


Thomas Beatie is kind of soft looking, so hormone therapy obviously isn't perfect.

Buck Angel: Before and After



Buck Angel's transition was more remarkable than Thomas. I've heard he can bench press around 400pounds. Now, how about a book that illustrates tranny portraits if that's what you're into:
 

Cool science experiment

Right now I'm building an electric chair which any infant will fit right into. Since I hate babies so much I'll be taking on the role of a 'baby executioner.' I'll post a photo once I'm done.

I look forward to finding loopholes in the legal system which will entitle me to execute babies. Its a good thing I have an international passport so I can possibly go to countries where it is legal. In the USA it might be far too tricky - there's certain things about the law which I need to examine.

Explore the streets

This blog is not for sensitive people. I did not break any laws.

It truly pays to do things you normally wouldn't. Today I decided to take a walk through a rough neighborhood. Interestingly, I found a dead baby sitting right in front of someone's house. I checked it's pulse, no sign of life. (The only good baby is a dead one, they suck) I'm glad that it was still fresh. I decided to take it home with me and figure out what to do with it.

On my way back I noticed something near a trash can, moving. I walked up to it and it looked like insect warfare. A group of cockroaches were gang raping a praying mantis for stepping on their turf. It was one of the most beautiful sights I've witnessed in a long time.

Those of you who have read my blogs before know that I am a cannibal. I decided I was going to stick it in the blender and make a tasty malt. I made sure to stick in in feet first so I could see the expression on its face. It screamed louder than 5 babies on an airplane at once. I threw in some ice and it was the best malt I've ever tasted.

I'm still sad about the recent death of my youngest son, Dobbler. Here in the colorblind paradise of Seattle, he was murdered for being inter-species. I wish my wife Lisa could understand, but she just ate her dog food as she normally would that night. I'm still looking for the man who did it, the police would not release his name to me.

It's time for mankind to dumb down

Are we humans getting to be too smart?

There is scientific evidence that people score higher on IQ tests around the world than they did a generation ago. This mysterious rise in IQ is known as the Flynn effect, and there are theories about why this is but no certainties. Some of the possibilities of this include improved nutrition, a trend towards smaller families, better education, and greater environmental complexity. Although IQ tests can measure problem solving abilities and mental quickness in different ways, it does not measure creativity, social skills, or rational thinking. George W Bush scored 125 on an IQ test which is high, but he did not possess any good rational decision making skills. In many of the pictures and videos you see of this former president, he doesn't look like he's all there. He often times looks stupid, bored, and unfocused.

But is it necessarily better to be smarter? I personally don't think so. Adolf Hitler was a highly intelligent man, and look at the atrocities he created. 'Intelligence' is a trait that is highly regarded by society and it seems like the more of it you have, the better off you are. Just because you are smart does not mean that you have strong morals, a good sense of family and community, and it doesn't mean that its likely that you are a happy person. I have done volunteer work for the Special Olympics and I can tell that many handicapped people are content. I have also worked with people from Mensa and many of those people had big ego's who derived pleasure from impressing people, but they were not content.

If you ask me, this world could be a very dangerous place if people become too intelligent. That is why I'm in my second marriage to a dog. I have 16 hybrid children who all have IQ's between 55 - 72. They are happy people who have purpose in life. They are not competitive unlike many intellectuals and professional athletes, because they will never be in their ranks. Competitive people are often times less happy than non-competitive people because their expectations are let down too much- that is, their self esteem is dependent on winning.

Do you remember back in the good old days when life was simpler? When you didn't feel the urge to bring your cell phone with you all of the time, when there was no internet, you were easily entertained, most people you knew went to church. I've got a case of nostalgia and even though I won't live to see humanity go backwards intellectually, the best I can do is my part. I have an above average IQ and I hope that intelligence starts to go down in future generations. Have you heard the statement 'ignorance is bliss'? There is a lot of truth to this. Children are the happiest of all people because they don't have a care in the world. The complexity of our world is what makes a lot of us unhappy. All 8 of my grown up human-pup children were in Special Education, and all 8 of my human-pup children in my second marriage are also in Special Ed. I am proud of this because I don't think its necessary to raise a smart child. It makes life easier as a parent because I can be assured that my kids won't get into a situation that is too challenging for me to handle. I am 75 years old and I have 8 children who are under 12 years of age! From my perspective, children should be more about quantity than quality.

If you marry a non-human mammal like a dog, you will benefit from that as a parent because you can be sure that your kids will not pull anything too tricky on you. Sometimes my kids go through the garbage cans and toilets, or they might scratch some of my favorite CD's or ruin some clothing before they reach puberty. But that is basically it! Ever since the late 1970's, I've been a parent and pet owner simultaneously, and I get the best of both worlds with my wife and children. If you do marry a dog, cat, or whatever animal you find most attractive, your kids will probably be happier individuals because they won't get wrapped up in this complex world where everybody is competing with each other.

You have probably heard the statement "ignorance is bliss." There is a lot of truth to this statement. I posted a link for you to view the happiest states in the USA to further validate my hypothesis. This link was taken from WebMD.com, which is a relevant source. You will see that the happiest states are mostly in the Southeast. This region of the USA is known for lacking education, inbreeding, etc.

Society, its time to take a few steps backwards! I am grateful for my above average intelligence, because it has helped me come to realizations like this. I consider myself the smart messiah for less intelligent beings. Peace to you all.